Lilium tigrinum Anhang
[Foley]
“I’m
lovely, pure and wild”
Feminine:
All about the flower! An intensity to the attractiveness 20 year old in the
mini-skirt standing by the side of the road with a flat tire.
Very Pronounced
split - Nun - Whore Complex - Two sides really at odds
Cycle
nature of sinning and redemption
Purity -
Strong religious component - Tremendous moral pressure
Looked at
as completely pure and beautiful yet huge sex drive
Very strong
religious component
Tremendous
moral pressure
Heavily
need to repress that
Repress the
sexuality - Huge restlessness; stays busy so desires don’t come out;
Boom, it
all comes out; They see someone they like and whoa! They Pounce! may cheat
Little
tigers - They may act like a tiger, but really is a little flower
Their power
is around being attractive; not real power; every guy wants them to themselves
Hard time
in relationships; Very irritable; intense rage - Anger in the moment!
Wildness!
Bite Heart
grasped, meat, wildness, irritability
Repressed
Prolapsed, bearing down sensation
Sex <
(after) coition, repro tract symptoms, PMS
Huge raw
sexual energy
Reproductive
tract also with heart symptoms (can look like Sepia)
Heart: lots
of problems. Heart feels constricted, as if grasped by an iron band”
Huge
irritability (Crazy) (Wildness!) something you wouldn’t expect
Huge
bearing down sensation, anger, irritability (history of not having
a marriage)
< after
anger or excitement
all Sepia
(except Eric sees most Sepia’s as married)
Vertigo or
wild sensation in the head
Headache
from mental excitement,< warm room; >: walking in open air
Visual
weakness, < coition
Palpitations
during pregnancy
Craving
meat (little tigers!)
Bearing
down sensation as if organs would prolapse thru pelvis,
Prolapsed
uterus, worse menses, stool, standing, Have to cross their legs
Hemorrhoids,
Lump sensation in rectum, Ineffectual urge for stool
Diarrhea on
waking in morning
Hyper-sexual
Premenstrual
syndrome with great irritability
Cystitis
with urethral burning
Mental
State
Little
tigers
Considered
the most pure flower
Easter
Lily: death and resurrection
Purity
This whole
beautiful thing
All about
the flower!
Hardly in
the earth at all
The bulb
sits there in the ground all year, and poof, these beautiful flowers come up
Very
feminine energy
All about
attraction/beauty, attractiveness, you walk into the room and people can’t help
but notice you
An
intensity to the attractiveness
A real
challenge to live up to this
And can
suppress for long period of time and then boom.
A lot of
sexual befallments
They Pounce
They see
someone they like and whoa! Boom!
“What
happened?” because they just pounced (tiger energy)
Homecoming
queen
Go to a party,
here they are the flower, everyone gathers around them, partner gets jealous
Flower
doesn’t like that they are made to feel more “whore-like” they get mad
A flower is
a representation of the female reproductive system
I have
these standards (roots, morals) and I’ve gone and done something bad (I’ve
sinned)
Cycle
nature of sinning and redemption
Often they
will repress the sexuality (might be nuns)
Might not
have sex at all because its bad
Might once
in a while cheat
This split
very pronounced
A real split
(physically, the above ground (flower stalk) and the below ground (the dirt,
the bulb)
Hard time
in relationships. Happy marriage almost impossible
More
irritable, intense rageful. Their anger, in the moment. Why they are so
irritable to live with
Wildness.
Very busy.
Tremendous restlessness
How they
repress their desires, stay busy so desires don’t come out.
Inner
battle: Restlessness produced
Guilt
Fear that
they’ve done wrong
“Here I was
in this ten year marriage and then I went off and had this affair, and I feel
terrible”
They’ve
sinned
But they’ll
try anyway, and go back to church
Prone to
any religious system where would say they’re bad...etc.
Self-torture
(they’ve sinned)
a
punishment
They may
act like a tiger, but really is a little flower
They want
to maintain their power The power they have is around this being attractive
And these
guys glom on. It’s not a real power
The bees
just fly over and the lily just sits there
This is the
kind of reproduction the lily would prefer
This passive
sitting there doesn’t work so well (in humans)
Vorwort/Suchen Zeichen/Abkürzungen Impressum