Nidus vespa anonymus = Nest. aus unbekanntem Holz + unbekannte Wespe.
An einem kaltem Märzmorgen um 6 h. saß ich am Computer und eine 14 jährige verließ das Haus unerwartet, sie möchte so gern selbständig sein und versucht ihr Glück. Wenig später flog ein Insekt
an mir vorbei und ich wunderte mich, dass ein Insekt bei dieser Kälte schon unterwegs war. Noch ein wenig später werde ich von diesem Insekt 2x am nacktem Fuß gestochen ohne irgendwelche Feindseligkeiten meinerseits. Ich trug das Insekt (eine Wespe) aus dem Haus. Es ist ganz benommen. Auf meinem Spaziergang überlegte ich mir, dass die Jugendliche mit einer phobischer Angst vor Wespen doch gerne ein Wespennest verreiben könnte. Wir verreiben zur viert. 3 Jugendlichen: 12, 14, 16 Jahre alt und ich unter dem Motto „Selbst ist die Frau“/ein 4-jähriges Mädchen gesellt sich
später zu uns.
Nächste Morgen: Nachts war ich nur 1x auf Toilette (letzte Nächten immer 2x). Werde sehr zufrieden wach. Eine alte Bänderriss, der schon einige Tagen wieder weh tat, fühlt sich intensiver, aber auch besser an. Kann einen neuen Vorschlag zur Gestaltung des Tages ohne weiteres annehmen.
Traum: Ich bin in eine Stadt unterwegs. Da = auch R. mit seiner Familie und unsere Sohn unterstelle ich. Ich hoffe die alle noch zu sehen zu bekommen. -------
Ich fahre auf einem Rad. Auf einem Platz stehen Tische und Stühle. Da sitzen und laufen Menschen alle im Schwarz. Eine Gruppe sehr orthodox gekleidete Männer fällt mir fahrend auf und ich denke einen zu kennen. Ich fahre auf dem Rad sitzend einen großen Bogen durch und um die Tische und schaue ob ich den Mann wirklich kenne. Dem ist nicht so. Ich fahre wirklich gekonnt und entdecke,
ich fahre ohne den Lenker fest zu halten. Ich stutze im Anfang und will den Lenker doch noch greifen, aber das geht nicht wegen einem schwarzen Umhang der im Wege ist. - - - - ?Cimic?
Ich will zu einer Bank. Vor ich da bin komme ich an viele Leute vorbei. Einige Frauen machen gemeinsam eine Radtour. Dann gibt es einen Flohmarkt. An l. Seite steht eine Fassade einer zerbombte vornehme Häuserreihe, aber dahinter ist viel Betrieb. Einen Anlegeplatz für Schiffen. Dann kommt einen Deich und da findet einen jungen Mann eine Kinderleiche. Ich nehme sie hoch und da fehlt
ein Bein und die inneren Organe sind weg gefressen worden. Einen Mann sagt: „Es ist ein Mondscheinkind (ein Kind was nicht in der Sonne kommen kann)“ - - - - -
Pläne werden geändert und noch mal geändert und es berührt mich nicht.
Ich habe 4x Stuhl an diesem Tag, ist aber keinen Durchfall.
„Gone“ Empfinden im Bauch/nach essen eines Apfels brennen im Magen.
„Wie Erkältung“ = Niesen/Schmerz in Kehle/friere leicht/Nase l. oft Ausfluss, muss immer wieder putzen/Ohren „Wie zu“/ l. Ohr tut noch eine Monat später weh mit Taubheit.
2e Abend Ohrschmerz l./quälend/Nase: Ausfluss + Juckreiz + brennen innerlich
V2 steht während ein Brettspiel auf 1x auf und macht eine Schranktür zu, die ein kleine Spalt aufstand. (1e Mal)/nächsten Tag: will sie eine Gast „foppen“/macht viel Mühe mit Erfolg
Abends nach Verreiben Halsschmerz
V3 hat nächsten Abend Halsschmerz/wird krank mit Kopfschmerz/erbrechen
4en Tag: Ich habe richtige Erkältung
V2 hatte gestern Abend Nasenbluten
V1 hat kaum Beschwerden positiv o. negativ. Ändert sich zu mehr Selbständigkeit/findet Lösungen selbst für sich und anderen
V3 hat 3en Tag im Bett gelegen mit Migräne
5en Tag:
Traum Ich bin auf einem unübersichtlichem Gelände. Es ist mir nicht klar was ich dort mache o. wo ich hin gehe. - - - - -
Ich besuche unsere Tochter mit ihrem Freund an dem Institut wo sie lernt. Wir gehen zur Mensa. Dort gibt es einen Aufzug. Der geht bis ins Dachgeschoss. Ich bestehe darauf den Aufzug zu benutzen.
Wir steigen aus und sitzen herum. Dort gibt es auch viele Ältern. - - - -
Ich bin im Dunklen und eine Unbekannte reicht mir die Hand. Ich weiß nicht ob ich die Hand annehmen soll - - - -
Ich bin in den Aufzug und fahre bis Dachgeschoss = ein Stockwerk. Ich steige nicht aus. - - - -
V2 hat Erkältung mit Schniefen.
Das kleine Mädchen hatte einen Kratzer durch eine Katze abbekommen, was eine großen entzündete Stelle (rot/geschwollen/heiß/mit Bell.-artiges Fieber) auf ihre Backen verursachte. Nach dem
Verreiben würde es eine Streife und die Entzündung ist weg.
[Matilde Flores]
The proving took place in Maynard, MA, U.S. on October 1st 2011.
Remedy was prepared from a piece of yellow jacket paper nest. The substance
was collected in British Columbia and the species identified as Vespula vulgaris by Michael G. Shepard, R.P.Bio.
There were 5 provers: 1 male and 4 females,
ages 49 - 60, and 3 observers/supervisors. The complete Great Lakes Proving
Protocol was followed.
Because the source of this remedy is the nest of an insect the proving
will reflect aspects of the insect and the entire expression of the nest. The
life cycle of the insect is contained within the nest, a fact that makes the
nest and the wasp an inseparable unit.
Natural History
Vespula vulgaris,
the common wasp, known in the US and Canada as yellow jacket, is a eusocial insect found in the Northern Hemisphere. It has
been introduced to Australia and New Zealand.
Natural habitat dry grasslands and woodlands, but it easily adapts to
urban environments.
The term eusociality is defined as a group of
individuals living in a cooperative manner where one female and several males
in the group are reproductively active and the non-breeding individuals (the
working caste) care for the young, protect and provide for the group. This
condition allows the eusocial groups to be
biologically successful.
Nest building/Caste
The nests are built in the ground, attached to branches, under porches,
in cracks in structures, or in the wall or ceiling of a building.
The raw material for the nest is a paper-like substance produced by the
wasp from wood fibers that are chewed and mixed with
saliva.
A yellow jacket queen begins building the nest in the spring. She feeds
the larvae from the juice of masticated insects and continues to build the nest
until enough adult workers emerge to take over the work of foraging for the
colony, brood care, nest expanding, maintenance and defence. At this point the
queen’s only job is reproduction. Until the end of the summer the colony
consists of a queen and
a number (sometimes thousands) of sterile female workers
Mating/Sex/Reproduction
Social wasps reproduce by mating between a fertile queen and one or
several males. The male sperm cells are stored inside the queen in a dormant
state until needed the following spring when she starts building her nest.
The queen controls the release of sperm for each individual egg as it is
laid, thus having voluntary control over the sex of her offspring. Female eggs
are fertilized while male eggs are not.
At the end of the summer, the eggs produced will develop into
reproductive females and male drones. The male drones fly out of the nest and
find a mate. The young queens mate in the vicinity of their nest and will leave
the nest at the onset of winter to find a sheltered location to hibernate. The
rest of the colony dies off and the old nests are not used again.
Predatory/Aggressive behavior/Scavenging/Survival
Adults need food rich in sugars: fruit and flower nectar. The larvae
feed on proteins: insects and meat. The workers chew and condition the protein
for the larvae; in exchange the larvae secrete a material high in sugar that
the adults need. As the colony expands the need is greater, potentially disrupting
the ecosystems as they compete with other pollinators. Wasps scavenge in
garbage cans or around humans eating at picnics, changing their food
preferences to sodas, meats or ripe, decaying fruit.
They can use their stinger several times when threatened, but they kill
their prey by biting rather than stinging them.
Proving Themes:
Water
Vespula uses its own body fluids in the
form of saliva for nest building and in food conditioning for the larvae. A
water source is always near the nest. Water was literally everywhere at the
time of the proving due to recent severe weather conditions.
The themes of dreams and visions were: using water as a means of
defence/aggression, a garden with beautiful waterfall, being upset at a neighbour
who was dirtying the pool with debris, floating blissfully in a pool looking
into the ocean, being on a boat and realizing that the water is rising but not
alarmed, rather having fun.
Sex/Questioning Sexuality
All provers experienced heightened sexual
feelings.
A female prover wrote in her notebook the
letter M to indicate male. The same prover felt that
women were attracted to her sexually and she asked: “Do I look gay to you?” She
talked about a book on same sex relationships that focused on lesbian
relationships. The next day she woke up thinking of a fellow she is attracted
to, considering the idea of multiple partners and wrestling with the morality
of it.
She had a “serious discussion with lesbian client (she was in denial of
her lesbianism…but expressing her full love for a woman). Unable to admit to
being a lesbian because her religion forbids homosexuality, yet extremely
conflicted and torn about her marriage to her husband.”
In the area where the trituration took place
there is a painting depicting two women (I always assumed they were mother and
daughter) under a tropical tree offering each other the fruit of the tree
(guava). One prover asked: “Is that painting a take
on the Garden of Eden? Like the Garden of Eden for gay people? You know, two
women with two snakes?” The guava fruit was painted in a way that look like
snakes.)
A third prover: “This is the fountain of youth
remedy.” Sex constantly on her mind.
Sexual dreams:
- With same sex partners.
- Questioning if heterosexual friend was in homosexual relationship.
- Of parents “cheating” on former spouses.
- Old male boyfriend and female friend with beautiful V-shaped muscular,
perfect bodies.
- Males and females, fused just above the legs with bodies angled like
an “X”, are line dancing. I feel warmth and swelling from my partner whom I
don’t know...He’s a man, he cannot help it.
Prejudice/Assuming Prejudice
-“How to deal with prejudice?”
- Denying being clairvoyant to avoid people’s reaction and disapproval.
- Assuming prejudice from police, made a wide circle to avoid them while
going to Occupy Boston.
Dreams:
- Children from Taiwan on the train...we speak in Chinese. They show
amazement because others have treated them with prejudice.
- I look over to neighbour’s yard. There are some people from North
Africa. They look back at me, worried that I might be prejudiced.
Hidden and Secret
- Wanting to be camouflaged, feeling invisible and wanting to be
invisible.
- A secret so special, so disbelieved, and so misunderstood...when
someone understands it, there is a sense of interconnectedness and belonging.
Dream:
With another woman, furtively hiding behind the garage. I sneak around
to enter the house and get lots of food. Not sure if I am stealing. I return
and tell the other woman that she does not need to go shopping. A man is
looking for us but we are well hidden. - - - -
Cancer
A prover and two supervisors got news of two
different friends diagnosed with cancer. A man selling newspapers near one prover’s office was suddenly gone. She was told that he
died of throat cancer.
At the bank a prover noticed an appeal for
help: Mother of newborn twins just diagnosed with stage four breast cancer.
Dream:
Friends who died of cancer are alive in her dreams. - - - - -
Survival/Death/Grief
Many people lost their homes and entire towns...survival was in the air.
Dream:
- In the wilderness in a boat, a guy is tormenting us. He is in a giant
upside down hat, I am throwing water in it and he is sinking. I am just trying
to protect us. I don’t want to kill him.
- A prover’s son told her the story of a young
woman who died in the recent flood.
- Weeping and sadness were expressed
Connection to the Group and Safety in the Group
- Feeling gratitude because I feel safe. My silence is from feeling comfortable
and safe.
- I feel like a kid. I do not have to play with others. Sitting by
myself in my own little world.
Authority/Trust only One Another
On Sept. 17, 2012 Occupy Wall Street (OWS) started in New York City and
led to protests around the world. The issues: Social and economic inequality,
corruption and the influence of corporations on government. On October 5th OWS
came to Boston.
There are well-documented instances of police brutality against the
‘Occupy’ movement.
A prover’s two sons got trapped in the recent
flood in Vermont while camping. The police didn’t help them. A person who
witnessed the interaction told them to go to the High School shelter.
A family at the shelter drove them home. “The biggest learning was to
trust one another...the common people, not the police or the authority.”
A prover’s computer was stolen the day before
the proving: “Going to the police was a waste of my time.”
“The Police are like my memory, not there when you need it.”
Drug State/Vortex of Energy
An aspect of the trituration had a drug
quality to it: Staring into space; Staring and leaning sideways, making hand
gestures of spiraling towards the colors
on the tablecloth, talking about a vortex of energy; sensations as if her limbs
did not belong to her and as if floating in the air.
For some, this state continued throughout the proving: “Caught staring
in wonder at the wet glistening grass...feels like after a deep meditative
state of wonder and awe at nature... As if not myself...”
Visions and dreams also illustrated this state.
Jealousy and Aggression
Dreams:
- Jealous that husband has a mistress who is pregnant with his baby. We
went sailing. I intentionally tip the boat over and hold him down under water.
I brought him up and bit him on his face.
- Acting aggressively while playing tennis.
Other themes:
- Color and light – Strong and intense
experience of colors
- Good outcomes
- Innocence and Child
- Hard Work/Productivity/Excess Activity
- Indisposed to Talk
- Animals
Physical Symptoms
Generals:
Curative response to generalized chronic muscle tension/tightness
Feeling of being grounded, mellow and calm.
Cold body
Food: Craving salty, crunchy textures, water, sweets < spicy food
Head: Pain: Headache at the onset of menses.
Left temple shooting, > pressure
Eyes: Aching pain behind eyes
Burning
Mild Photophobia to sun reflection on the ocean
Cross-eye gazing.
Hearing: Sensitivity to noise
Nose: dripping clear mucus. Stuffed on R. sniffles
Face: Eruptions
Stomach: Regurgitation of food
Appetite increased
Nausea
Bladder: Pain (a chronic problem for the prover)
Cough: Dry Cough from a tickle
Chest/Heart: Increased heart beat
Sensation heart beating in abdomen
Heat in the middle of the sternum
Heart very “jumpy”
Back/neck: Lower back pain greatly ameliorated
(curative)
Aware of spine.
Heat in spine
Tenderness in neck
Tense muscles in the back.
Sore base of the neck, vertebral ache arching head back.
Aching pain left cervical spine.
Neck pain < least motion.
Extremities: Lower: Hot feet then cold.
Sudden icy coldness in feet.
Restless feet
Very aware of feet, a lot of energy in the feet.
Itching quite intense, must scratch- Inside lower leg:
Tingling in legs
Pain: Deep aching pain in right lower leg, almost numb.
Sharp aching extreme pain in left small toe > flicking it.
Sharp stabbing pain left calf, woke her from sleep.
Cramp in the left calf so intense the leg felt deeply bruised afterwards
Upper:
Itching in left arm with vesicular eruption
Numbness in fingers of left hand
Tingling left thumb and fingers
Pain: Back of hand, base of left thumb.
Darting, base of left index finger, palm side.
Darting, inner wrist, right.
Right elbow, on waking.
Left lower forearm, below elbow aching.
Sleep: Refreshing (curative)
Insomnia – 12.30 - 3 h.
Skin: Tic bite
Itching and heat
Coincidental:
Water!
A prover’s two sons got trapped in the recent
flood in Vermont while camping. The police didn’t help them. A person who
witnessed the interaction told them to go to the High School shelter.
A family at the shelter drove them home. “The biggest learning was to
trust one another...the common people, not the police or the authority.”
A prover’s computer was stolen the day before
the proving: “Going to the police was a waste of my time.”
“The Police are like my memory, not there when you need it.”
It is remarkable that the “OWS” movement started at the same time of the
proving, which brings to mind the acronym of WASP: White Anglo-Saxon
Protestant, a somewhat derogatory term to describe high-status whites wielding
disproportionate financial and social power.
Case in point is the issue brought up by the prover
who had a “serious discussion” with the client she perceives as being
homosexual. This remedy will probably benefit such a case where, considering
what is at stake, no alternative remains but to keep the issue as hidden from
oneself as possible.
Phytologie:
TMC: frittiert in Honig in Osteoporose
Vorwort/Suchen Zeichen/Abkürzungen Impressum