Tricyrtis hirta = Japanische Krötenlilie/= Hairy Toad Lily Quelle: remedia.at)
Vergleich: Siehe: Liliales
[Martin Jakob]
I don't know who I am: a case of Tricyrtis
hirta (= Japanische Krötenlilie/= Hairy Toad Lily/Quelle: remedia.at)
Woman, 25 years old. She comes with burn out syndrome, vertigo, fear of
diseases, a recurring fungal infection in the genital area and bacterial
vaginitis.
She feels petrified from fear when she is dealing with sick people.
Often, there is a fear of contagious disease as well, as if she could be taken
over by something.
She can suddenly become dizzy, for instance when driving. It is as
though she had no firm ground under her feet or if she were out of balance.
Her sister died after a long chronic illness when she was a child, and
then she suddenly became “grown up”. The family did not speak much about her
sister after her death,
but she then began to feel the whole focus of her parents on her; today
she still feels very committed to her parents. While her sister was ill, most
of her parents’ attention
was focussed on her sister.
She feels alone because she lives without a fixed relationship. In her
work in the marketing department, she suffered a burn out due to the bullying
of her superiors; she
feels attacked and has too much work because their department is
completely understaffed. Due to the exhaustion and associated dizziness, she is afraid of not
being able
to practice her profession. The doctor diagnoses the dizziness as iron
deficiency. Later, when she recovered from the burn out, her work had been
given to someone else,
and it made her feel like "my place is gone."
She often wonders what she really likes, whether she should start a new
training or how she wants to go on with her life. She is easily influenced by
her friends. She wonders also who she is and where she belongs. She feels like
she is constantly losing her own inner voice, with so many people wanting to
have their say, so she does not know what she wants. It is like hearing only
the voice from above, like with her parents, when she was a child and didn't
know which clothes to put on. She is unhappy with her figure
and thus feels unattractive. She looks younger than she is. She wonders
if her current boyfriend has a relationship with another woman. In her
relationships, it often feels like
a “to and fro”; sometimes, it works and sometimes it does not. It feels
to her as though it is only half a relationship. In a previous relationship
with a younger man, she was excluded from his circle of friends because they
thought she was too old for him. In this present relationship, she is often
displaced; she gives the feeling of being too insecure and adapting. Her first
long relationship ended suddenly, shortly after they had talked about having
children and a flat together. He decided to go on holiday and he ended the
relationship. It took her a long time to get over it.
Food: aversion: cheese, milk; < garlic:
Female: painful menses, lumpy blood, back pain, headache before menses
Weather: < sun headache, > sunglasses.
Time: 24 h.
<: carousel/roller coaster;
Analysis
Carbon series: death of her sister, fear of diseases, not much has been
spoken in the family.
Liliidae: feels alone, without fixed
relationship, relationship problems, looks younger than she is, infection
genital region
Phase 6 (Liliales): sudden end of a relationship, without explanation,
the partner has another relationship, she is often displaced, bullied by her
superiors, her work had been given to someone else; much attention went to her
sister, excluded from friends, unhappy with her figure, feeling unattractive
Subphase 3: vertigo,< carousel, roller coaster; relations to and fro,
only half of a relationship; easily influenced by friends, taken over by
something, no firm ground
(DD.: Boron), she often wonders about things (one could say “she is
confused”); losing her inner voice due to so many people wanting to have their
say that she does not
know what she wants; very committed
Stage 3: wondering how she wants to go on, what she
really likes; whether or not she should start a new training, wonders who she
is (DD Boron), triangular relationship
Prescription: Tricyrtis hirta
Follow up
I had prescribed many different remedies over the years: Boron, Borax,
Alumina, Aluminum sulfuricum, Scandium, Aristolochia clematis, Agraphis nutans,
etc., without really seeing a deeper change in her condition. With Tricyrtis
hirta, she says that each time she takes it, an incredible boost of confidence
and joy manifest. She feels much more authentic and does not have to adapt so
much anymore. She is much more herself, knowing much better who she is and what
she wants, where she belongs, and where she wants to go, also in relationships
with men and friends. Her dizziness, her fears, and the infections in the
genital area are as good as gone.
Comment
The interesting thing in this case is that it is possible to
successfully prescribe a remedy that was completely unknown to me. I had seen
the stage 3 theme clearly, and prescribed a lot stage 3 remedies, as well as
Oxygenium and Oxygenium compounds, without success. The theme of all the
individual elements in this case are however present, and the plant Tricyrtis
hirta, with the number 633.63.03, covers the totality of this case: number, 6 angiosperm, 3 Silica series
(family, relationship), the next 3 as emphasis on the Silica series (double
family and relationship), then phase 6, the Oxygenium quality and the Subphase
3, the Boron quality and stage 3, the way she really
acts. In a very complex case, it could then be useful to look for a
plant-remedy.
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