Mica (Mica) (Al + Si + anderen)/= Isingglas/= Schichtsilikat/= Glimmer/= eine Gruppe von Mineralien
Negativ:
Depressiv. Anorexia (will verhungern um nutzloses Dasein nicht zu
verlängern). verzweifelt. Zähnen.
Vitiligo;
Repertorium:
Haut: weiß (Flecken)
Vergleich: Ovi-p.: (Hühner können aus Ca-armer Nahrung Schalen herstellen wenn Mica präsent ist).
Allerlei: Als Ersatz für Glas gebraucht
Lepidolith
A complex remedy
in some way, as it is a stone comprised of several minerals. Components: Li + K
+ Si + Al + H + O + F;
A person
needing Lepidolite would need to display these behavior:
1. Withdrawal (Theme; Womb)
2. Intense Feeling of Being Incapable,
Child-like [Row 2 at level of Survival] (Theme: Incapable)
3. Tendency to depression, with dependency on
“substances” for support (Theme: Depression)
4. Angered easily (Theme: Anger)
5. Out of body sensations (Theme: Drug)
The
withdrawal is really a retreat from the world and a return to the womb. They do
this by cutting the connections, easily and suddenly. Reasons for doing
this have
mostly to do the amount of Lithium found in Lepidolite. Lithium has not left
the womb. It is not capable of taking care of itself and is intensely dependent
on others for survival.
For Lithium
much of what is out in the world is scary and dangerous. All of this is found
in Lepidolite. Because of the fluorine in Lepidolite, they prefer to sever the
connections in a
sudden and
clear way.
At the
deepest level is an intense feeling of being incapable. They will try to cover
this up and hide this from others. Can do this in a childish way, almost being
“defiant” in their desire to appear independent.
Key to
Lepidolite is the tendency to depression. You would want to see some battle
with depression and likely dependence on medications to support them. This
depression will express as a “heaviness”, drawing them back down to the earth.
Their depression can be quite severe especially when you couple this with their
withdrawal from society. They need help,
but may not
even understand that they can ask for it.
They are
also angered easily. This may be in part due to the Silica and the Kali in the
substance. They can be quite child-like in their anger, almost like they are
stomping their feet like a toddler.
They get
irritated when they are not feeling independent enough. They also get angry
when they feel insulted or that their image is being threatened (Sil.). Most
angry with family and loved ones, like Kali.
Lepidolite
has a certain drug-like quality. Their intense state is often too much for them
to handle and they will leave their body. Can experience sensations of
lightness and floating (this is in direct opposite to the “heaviness” found in
the depression). They can experience life like a “wakened dream” and seem calm
in stressful situations.
It’s not
that they are really peaceful, it is that they have just “numbed” their
experience of life in order to tolerate it.
Physical
Summary
Marked pain
in the extremities [concentrated in the shoulder area (often l.) that can
extend down the arm. Pain in hip/leg/feet/back (l. wrist). Pain
burning/cramping > stretching.
Another
physical symptom you might expect to see, is a flushing of heat that extends upward
and may create perspiration about the face +/o. back.
Besides the
body aching and heat, you would also probably want to see some headaches. The
headaches can be dull or they can also be behind the eyes. You would also find
them prone to
constipation
and bowel symptoms. Can succumb to overwhelming sleepiness (when life gets too
much for them).
Usually
diminished appetite/dry mouth/often without thirst. May desire coffee and colas
and be averse to meat.
The
sensations you might see in the physical symptoms would be a “heaviness”.
Allerlei:
An uncommon mica: an ore of lithium and forms in granite masses that contain a
basic Potassium Lithium Aluminum Fluoro-Silicate. Found near or with Rubidium, Caesium,
and Thallium. Although they are not part of the composition of Lepidolite,
their energy is present in the remedy as well. People who have had these
remedies in the past (Caesium, Rubidium or Thallium) might also do well on
Lepidolite or vice versa. It’s interesting to note that Lepidolite (including
the minerals found in/or by it) contains five elements from the 1st: column of the Periodic Table
H - period 1
Li - period 2,
K - period 4
Rb - period 5
Cs - period 6.
Column one
is characterized by the complete “absence” of what that row represents. This
means that Lepidolite does not have the capacity “to exist”, “for birth”, “of
security”, “to
begin new
ventures” and “to take responsibility.” This clearly explains the despair and
severity of this state.
Li: tendency towards mania and euphoria and
affects bowel symptoms. Provers experienced constipation and diarrhea issues.
The extreme withdrawn and incapability of Lithium.
Alum.: a tendency toward confusion of identity in the realm
of relationships; this too appeared in the proving.
F: need to let go of the past, the desire to break
relationships suddenly, and finally letting go of a relationship after ten
years of being out of the relationship.
Sil.: desire to be recognized
Kali (Potassium) not as much of it in the proving
was seen, although they will tend to argue with their family, but unlike Kali,
they are much more likely to sever a relationship.
Rb: thoughtlessness or absence of thought
came through as in the mind-numbing experience of life as a dream.
Cs: known for beginning many projects and
not necessarily finishing them before they begin the next project. Provers
would have many plans to do many things and then come home, lose steam and do
nothing.
Th: feeling of nostalgia for the old days,
old friends, childhood comfort foods, and a delusion of a time when everything
was simple.
Repertory:
Mind: desires activity
Tends to
become addicted
Ailments
from - embarrassment/disappointed love
Anger - at
absent persons while thinking of them/about work/and aversion to work/easily
Does not
answer, when questioned/refuses to answer
Anxious (in
a crowd)
Apathy
Aversion -
computers/to everything/to certain persons
Awareness
heightened
Caring for
others
Censorious
Chaotic
Cheerful
Childish
Clarity of
mind
Colors -
pink, purple
Company -
aversion to
Concentration
difficult
Want of
self-confidence - feeling inadequate/in school
Confusion
of mind (loses his way in well-known streets)
Delusion -
is falling/having confidence/is heavy/things feel heavy/being alone/is always
alone/seeing angels/is being betrayed/is out of the body/strange clouds settle
upon patients or dance
about the
sun/being doomed/is expanding/everybody notices his flatus/is paralyzed/is
poor/is small/everything is strange
Depression
- heavy/sadness
Despair
Disorder,
sensitive to it
Doubtful
“As if in a
dream”
Dull
Dwells on
past disagreeable occurrences
Dyslexia
Ecstasy at
night - walking in moonlight
Escape,
attempts to escape from her family and children
Estranged
>
physical exertion
Fear - in a
crowd/something will happen/of making mistakes/of being poisoned/of poverty/of
getting pregnant/of own thoughts
Forgetful
of words while speaking
Forsaken
feeling - sensation of isolation
Desires to
end his friendship to avoid anger
Grieves -
for long lost loved ones/from long past offenses/from paralytic state of body
and mind
Guilt
Feels
helpless
Desires to
hide/hiding himself, in the womb
Intolerance
of being hindered
Desires to
go home to the womb
Impatient -
with others/working
Independent
(lack of independence)
Indifference
- to external things/to own family
Irritable -
with absent persons/to her family/to loved ones
Feeling of
lightness
Mania #
depression
Meditating
Memory -
weakness of memory - for what has read
Making
mistakes - in speaking/in spelling
< fool
moon
Desires
(varying) music
Offended
easily
Optimistic
Quarrelsome
(causeless/with own family)
Quiet;
wants to be
Rage +
laughter
Reserved
Takes
responsibility too early
Wants to
give up her responsibility
Sadness with
heaviness of body
Secretive
Sensitive
to noise > music
Sensitive
to opinion of others
Shrieking -
with the pain/during rage/during stool
Inclined to
sit - observe world go by
Stop desire
to make things
Everything
seems strange
Stupefaction
Suicidal
Taciturn
Thoughts
disconnected
Timidity -
bashful
Tranquillity
Washing -
always washing her hands
Weeping
when singing
Withdrawal
from reality
Work,
aversion to
Wrong,
everything seems
Vertigo: + pain in head
Head: Flushes of heat
Pain [+
nausea/dull/ext. to cervical region (and shoulders)/eyebrows aching/in
forehead/< before menses/in r. occiput stitching/> rest/after riding in a
carriage/sore < turning eyes/change of weather]
Ear: buzzing
Pain
dull/r.
“As if
stopped”
Eye: Pain - r./burning/cutting
Styes l.
Twitching
eyebrows
Vision: Aura of people
Flickering during headache
Zigzags (flickering)
Nose: Discharge clear - from posterior
nares (clear)
Sneezing
Smell: acute/diminished
Face: acne
Eruptions
on chin
Heavy
feeling
Mouth: Gums (bleeding/sore)
Dry
Taste - “As
from disordered stomach”
Milk -
tastes sour
Teeth: Sensitive to cold
Throat: “Asif a lump”
Mucus -
thick
Pain - >
warm drinks
Stomach: Appetite - diminished
(noon)/increased
Nausea -
after coition/< after sleep
Pain -
cramping
Thirstless
Abdomen: Flatulence
biting pain
Pain <
touch
Stool: Changeable
Forcible,
sudden, gushing
Soft
“Like a
stone”
Bladder: Urination involuntary
Rectum: Constipation
Hemorrhage
from anus - clotted
Hemorrhoids
- internal/painful
Pain -
cutting/< during stool/tenesmus
Urging
Female
organs: Menses -
copious/at night
Pain
cramping
Respiration: Difficult (< during cough)
Cough: deep (< breathing)
Dry at
night
Expectoration: must swallow what has been
loosened
Neck: Perspiration
Chest: complaints of l. axilla
Constricted
(lungs)
Heat (upper
part)
Oppression
Pain -
cutting/sore
Swelling of
glands in l. axilla
Back: formication (in spine)/heat/
Pain -
aching/in coccyx/in dorsal region - r. scapula/< during menses/< sitting
down
Perspiration
Lumbar
region sensitive
Extremities: cold hands
Constriction
in hands
Cramps in
4th toe
Itching in
ankles - biting
Pain -
burning (feet)/sore/feet/hips (aching/< rising from sitting/<
walking/knees (cramping/< walking)/Legs (r./> walking)/shoulders (l./ext.
arm)
>
Stretching out lower limbs
Tingling -
legs/toes
Tumors -
hollow of knees
Sleep: Disturbed from anxiety
Sleepiness
(during pain)
Sleeplessness
Waking -
difficult/too early/with desire to urinate
With open
window
Dreams: Airplane (being on an
airplane)/arguments/books/being in a cellar/cheating/children being
kidnapped/cleaning/white washed cleanliness/college campus/colored red/
Having
confidence/dogs/earthquake - houses, buildings
falling/extravagant/father/foetuses/building on fire/flowers/flying/foreign
countries/old friends/frightful/gardens/majestic house/
Journey by
airplane/was lifted out of her body/lucid/meat/mice (trap a fleeing)/money/with
father or mother/stuck in mud/music/being taken
prisoner/quarrels/relationships/relatives/
Sharks/being
stabbed/comforted by swaying/teaching/teeth/train/trees being cut/desire to
urinate/vivid/of wealth/he is a woman/work
Perspiration: profuse
Chill: < in open air
< after
exertion
Skin: Eruptions - eczema
Generals: desires (at night)/> in open
air
>
bathing
Bubbling
Buzzing
Desires
physical exertion
Foods and
drinks: Desires: toasted bread/coca cola/coffee/cold drinks
(water)/salt/sugar/sweets/tea; <: sugar;
Aversion to: bacon/meat/cabbage/onions/spices;
flushes of
heat - ext. upward/before sleep
Lack of vital
heat
Heaviness
Injuries
Pain -
aching
“As if
pulling”
“As if
being smaller”
Stiffness -
from (+?) cramps/morning
Vorwort/Suchen Zeichen/Abkürzungen Impressum